31st December 2009, Dear came t0 JayBee t0 see me after having his job interview at Shah Alam da day bef0re...... he arrived at Bus Stand Larkin approximately at 3pm...An hour bef0re, I went out fr0m h0me heading t0 Menara TJB t0 get the Chambering Forms...Being a Johorean (but always travelled almost all around Malaysia), I am a bit ashamed of myself for N0T kn0wing where that building is situated..The best way for Umi & Abah t0 describe is that it is located next to 'Wisma Persekutuan' a k a 'Tempat Buat IC'....hehehe.I got the picture of the 'Wisma Persekutuan' but i never noticed that 'Menara TJB'...hoho.After g0ogled on the directions to that Menara from my house that is located in Kong Kong (Poly Quarters to be exact) and Abah's explanation, I conviced myself that I will find it...But... u can guess, with all the new roads and all, I got confused on which turn to take... I end up stucking in the middle of 'Bandaraya JB'...with the jam and all, I had to rush to Larkin to pick up my Dear...waarghh..After picking him up, I've decided to take the simplest road along Pantai Lido... Undeniably, It's way much easier!! hoh0.
After succeeded in getting the Chambering Forms, it is time to go shopping!! Bag and court shoes to start my chambering...hehe.Dengan pasrah nye, Dear meneman saya ke hulu ke hilir mencarik beg yang besh and kasut yang nice but affordable...We had a great time of course...hehe.Then, at about 9:30pm, I sent him to Larkin Sentral because his bus to Kemaman is at 10:30pm...When I am about 5minutes away from Larkin Sentral, he called me telling that he wanted to try the 'Wilayah Iskandar Careerxcell walk-in interview'...... I quickly turn back.......But I kn0w that deep inside his heart, that is merely an 'excuse'... He couldn't have the heart to 'leave' me yet....ahaks..The next day was a busy one... Even he couldn't attend the 'interview' because of 'certain conditions to be fulfilled first', He will have to accompany me to go to my new chambering firm to see my 'master' and go to my old attachment firm to get a sample of Tenancy Forms requested by Abah...While waiting for the Jumaat prayer, we went to KFC to have our lunch just besides the legal firm, after having our meal, he noticed that I wore a different set of slipers!! haha.
Malu betol bile tawu...but of course bukan malu ngan Dear tapi dengan orang sekeliling.. hope nobody noticed...ahaks..But then, malang menimpa, bile pergi kat viva, kene saman pulak sebab parking tanpa letak parking coupon...warghhh!! Masa kene saman tu kami baru keluar jek kot dari kereta rasa nye..ish3..
Naseb baek la RM30 jek...Kalu RM300 dah nangis dah kat situ...huhu.Dear terus carik parking coupon and bought them for me...
After Jumaat prayer, we went back to the firm to see my master...Master saya adalah salah seorang 'partner' of Shahrizad Rashid & Lee... Simple briefing was given by her on my future works when doing my chambering there.Shirley, the head of Admin for Johore branches introduced me to the staffs, the office and my room and computer... Yes, I have my own pc, e-mail and server so that I can access all the Litigation files and contact clients via such e-mail...The stationaries and thumbdrive also are provided taw.... Macam dah diterima sebagai Legal Assistant pulak rasa nye...hoho.Rupe2 nye kat area situ memang aktiviti menyaman oleh majlis bandaran sangat lah bergiat aktif.. Master saya pon penah kene saman.. no wonder laa...heh.Nampak nye some of my allowances will be burned just to pay for the parking coupons or the parking sticker...iskk.Lepas tu, kami ke Bandar Baru Uda untuk berjumpa dengan Kak Ina, lawyer tempat attachement dulu...About an hour of chit chatting and advices from Kak Ina due to my 'confusion' on whether to go on for my chambering or becoming the Legal Officer of TNB if I obtain such offer... because the interview will be on Tuesday!! iskkk...Again, sorry Dear to have you waiting all alone downstairs...Memandang kan hari da petang, hujan pon turun dengan lebat nya, kami terus menuju ke Larkin Sentral...Di samping menunggu bas Dear, saya pon mengheret nya untuk melihat2 tudung2 di situ... Almaklumla, dah nak start chambering ni, koleksi tudung hitam putih kena la banyak.. Tudung yang senang untuk dipakai ke pe ke supaya kalau ada hari2 yang kesuntukan masa untuk bersiap, boleh 'saup' jek pakai..hehehe.Lepas tu kami duduk minum2 dan berborak2... Again, Dear berasa sedih... saya pon sedih gak tapi sebab selalu yakin yang kite akan berjumpe lagik membuatkan rasa sedih tersebut boleh la di atasi...Dear pon menulis beberapa pesanan buat diri saya ini dan menyatakan bahawa itu adalah permintaan nya sebagai 'hadiah hari jadi' nya yang lepas... Pesanan tersebut di tulis di atas sehelai tisu.. membuat kan ia lebih 'klasik'.....I am so touched with it...
Sejam sebelom bas Dear, saya terpaksa pulang ke rumah memandang kan hari sudah lewat malam... Lagipon Dear risau saya driving sorang2 lewat malam untuk pulang ke rumah yang terletak kira2 40minit jauh nye dari Larkin Sentral tersebut...Have a safe journey my Dear... Don't be sad, insya Allah kite jumpe lagi yer.......=)s0, this is my memorable last day of 2009 and an unforgetable beginning of 2010...By the way, Happy New Year 2010 to all my buddies and friends....May the year 2010 brings us more happiness, successfulness and prosperities...Most important thing, strive to be a much2 better person...-Notes-
*When creating my e-mail, my master, Puan Lina suggested 'fatin' but Shirley insisted for 'fatinah' because according to her, In Cantonese, 'fatin' means 'crazy'!! hahaha.
*Dis monday, 4 January will be my beginning of a new life as a chambering student for the year 2010...
*I didn't prepare anything for the TNB interview... pasrah jek, dapat xpe, xdapat pon xpe..
*Kalau dapat TNB, nak kene wat solat istikharah sebab 2 2 ade pros and cons.....
*A zillion thanx to my Dear for accompanying me shopping and all... ni yang wat makin sayang ni...ngeee~ (^_^)
Erm, post ini dibuat setelah kena tegur dengan 'some1' kat FaceBook semalam....She is related to me so that's why I'm kinda hurt when she spilled her 'comment' out...Firstly, I wanna thank her for 'advicing' me on my attitude or my way of 'speaking' or 'writing'... Maybe the way she 'judges' me via FaceBook made her came to such opinion on me...huhu.Bukan nya aku tak mahu terima teguran yg dibuat but for me it's a bit harsh....Paling 'sakit' sebab ia dibuat 'openly' kt FB tu di mana semua orang boleh baca komen tersebut... Aku sangat xboleh tahan so I just have to delete all of it.......It's kind of embarassing u know...Aku xcakap yang aku xboleh terima nasihat tapi secara terbuka dan 'harsh' macam tu, I don't think anyone can accept that kind of advice..I think it will be appropriate if she can 'tegor' by way of message kt FB tu... it's private kan..Even Rasulullah SAW pon pesan supaya menegur kesilapan orang dengan penuh hikmah sehingga tidak memalu kan air muka insan tersebut.......And I kinda of disagree with what she said that my languages 'terlalu keremajaan'...........I can't really see that...I know that she judges me via FB when I communicate with my friends and buddies...The way i speak and all, I think I can control it enough because I always aware to whom am I speaking to... Kalau die betul2 teliti, cara aku cakap adalah berbeza dengan orang2 yang berbeza...Kalau dengan kawan2 rapat, of course it will be very different dengan orang2 yang lebih tua and all...Even dengan kawan2 yang aku tak berapa rapat pon, u can see that I only use 'appropriate words'. ....... If she wants to see me being a serious person, Facebook is not the place... tolong laaa..huhu.Unless kalau kat ofis pakai FB as a tool to communicate with the staffs n bosses, of course it has to be skema sume....am i right?? Erm, Sangat xboleh terima bila die relate kan languages dengan layak atau tak tuk kahwin and all...because I know that I don't use harsh words sume tu and maybe she does not yet see the languages of the true teenagers nowadays that I myself cannot understand... Ejaan sume memang dah berterabur dah.........At that point of time I think she will only discover that I'm not that bad though......hoho.Nak wat macam mane, kite sebagai yang muda kene menghormati yang tua...Kang kalau membantah kang cakap k*ang aj** pulak...Lagik la teruk kaann... hehehe.So here, Juz nak tanye kawan2 sume laa...
Teruk sangat ke bahasa aku sampai gaya mcm remaja2 sgt ker?
Harap sangat kawan2 dapat jawab dengan jujur ikhlas yer...-NoteS-
*Mcm xberapa seswai jerk tanye membe2 sbb sah2 la bahasa mereka pon lebih kurang jerk kan ngan aku...after all we were born in the same generation kan...hehe.
Di kala umat islam menanti waktu asar, 17 Disember 2009 untuk membaca doa akhir taun maal hijrah, aku sekeluarga di gempar kan dengan berita buruk...
Cik Idah pergi menyahut seruan Ilahi...
Aku tersentap, xterkata...xpercaya bahawa Cik Idah yang amat periang orang nye, yang comel lote itu sudah tiada lagi di muka bumi ini...
Seperti hanya mimpi buruk....
Tapi apabila mengenangkan nasib anak2 nya yg masih berada di tingkatan 3 dan darjah 5, air mata ku mengalir...
Cik Idah adalah adik ke 2 bongsu kepada Abah...
Arwah mempunyai 2 orang anak...yg sulung Dini Rais - ting 1 dan yg bongsu Norkhalidah (Norli) yg baru berusia 11tahun...
Alhamdulillah mereka mempunyai ayah yang bertanggungjawab terhadap mereka walau pon satu ketika dahulu berkonflik dgn CIk Idah...
Kasihan mereka kerana sudah tidak mempunyai emak.......tidak dapat aku bayang kan perasaan mereka ketika ini...
Cik Idah adalah seorang yg happy go lucky...
Beliau adalah seorang yg pemurah... Cik Idah buat biznes menjual kaen2 buatan Indonesia,baju2 kemeja etc...Beliau selalu memberi kaen2 pasang dan baju2 kepada adek beradek dan anak2 sedara nya... Beliau tidak lokek memberi anak2 sedara nya wang saku terutama kami2 yg menuntut di menara gading...
Aku masih lagi ingat saat Cik Idah menceritakan kepuasan hati nya kerana dapat menjaga arwah maktok sehingga hembusan maktok yg terakhir....
Tak sangka, Cik Idah mengikuti jejak langkah maktok 6bulan selepas itu...
Bulan Jun lepas kami kehilangan maktok, bulan Disember pula Cik Idah pergi...
Tiada siapa sangka mereka anak beranak pergi pada tahun yg sama...tahun 2009...
Al Fatihah buat Cik Idah dan Makt0k..........
sem0ga roh mereka dicucuri rahmat Allah subhanahu wata'ala.....
Assalamualaikum sume...Tepat masuk nye waktu maghrib pada hari ini, maka bermula lah jua awal tahun bagi umat islam sedunia... Ahlan ya Muharam 1431h...Terdapat banyak amalan2 sunat untuk dilakukan dalam bulan ini.. Antara nye berpuasa sunat 1 Muharam dan puasa sunat Asyura iaitu pada 10 Muharam..Paling penting, niat & azam kita sebagai hamba Nya untuk berubah ke arah kebaikan apabila tiba nye tahun baru ini...Dan of course, niat & azam tersebut wajiblah diserta kan bersama usaha untuk merealisasikan kebaikan yang kite niat kan itu... Dan sume org tawu, part ni la yang paling susah untuk kite buat...hoho.For me, there are several things that i've planned in mind for this becoming new year...Antara nya nak chambering @ kerja terus (kalu dpt job yg best la),sambung belajar wat CIFP bln September kang (tgk pd keadaan n poket), ringan kan beban parents (bayar duet viva sendirik n tlg2 beli groceries sikit2)...projek menguruskan badan!! yer! aku suda gemok..dah ramai sangat dah yg tegor aku da semakin berisi..iskSetakat ni menda2 ni laa...kalu ada tambahan i'll update yer...hehe.Lagik satu, yang paling penting, azam untuk berubah ke arah yang lebih baek...I kn0w I've n0t been really go0d dis year....huhu.1) To my everdearest Umi & Abah- Kakak akan cube berubah untuk jadi anak yg lebih baek...akan cube ringan kan beban umi & abah membesar kan adik2 yg laen...Kesian kt umi & abah da penat2 kije sume semata2 nak membesarkan kami adik beradik..To Umi, kakak akan cube tuk kawal diri kalau xpuas ati ke pe ke.. kakak akan cube untuk tidak menampakkan muke yg sememeh n masam neh..huhu.Kakak saayang sangat Umi & Abah taw... U're my only umi & abah in dis world.. xde ganti nyee..2) T0 my siblings especially Sya-Kakak akan cube jadik kakak yang lebih baek untuk Sya yee.. cube tuk tak garang2 sgt ngan Sya pe sume.. tapi Sya kne la jadi good girl, denga kata umi & abah, kakak n abg2 sume... Kalu Sya ikut ckp sume org, kakak pon xkan marah2 Sya punye.. Papep0n kakak tetap sayang kan Sya even kakak xtunjuk kan sgt sayang kakak tuu..Sya jek satu2 nye adik perempuan kakak yg kakak ade..3) To my Dear *him*- I'm sorry for everything... U've been so good to me, treating me well but sumtimes I do not realized that...I'll always appreciate the things u've done for me, ur love n kindness to me... ur patience towards me coz when i'm with u, I'm nothing but a 5year old girl... U understood me more than I can understand myself... Insya Allah I'm gonna stick with u forever coz I know that there is no other man out there that can love me the way u do...that can accept me the way u do and who can always be patient with my *complicated behaviour* the way u d0...Together we pray so that we'll be united as one someday... I'll try to be better kay dear... Thank You for loving me for WHO i am... My love for u will never die...4) To my buddies & pals- Mintak maaf atas segala keterlanjuran kata selama kite berkawan.. Aku tawu de banyak salah silap aku yang secara xsedar aku wat sehingga kan menyentuh perasaan kawan2.. I'm just an ordinary person who is naturally inseparable with wrongdoings & mistakes... Aku akan selalu perbaiki diri untuk jadi kawan/sahabat yang lebih baek tuk kawan2... Mane2 yang aku push2 korang tu hanya lah kerana aku curious & ambil berat kat kawan2 sume.. Hope our friendship will Live and NEVER die... The most important thing is, Azam untuk menjadi hamba Nya yang lebih bertaqwa... azam untuk memperbanyakkan ibadat2 sunat, berusaha untuk mengurangkan wat dosa (manusia xde yg xpenah wat dosa) dan selalu mencarik keredhaan Nya...Sebab tanpa rahmah dan keredhaan Mu Ya Allah, hidup ku di muka bumi ini hanya lah sia-sia..s0 guys, j0m kite same2 berubah ke arah yang lebih baek... especially berusaha menjadik seorang muslim/muslimah yg baek.. sebab Islam tu syumul (menyeluruh)... Apabila kite mengikut ajaran Islam, maka perkara2 laen akan turut sama menjadi baek sume nye..Insya Allah...-dari insan yang sangat banyak kekurangan dan kelemahan tapi sentiasa cube untuk menjadik yang terbaek...
